I CAN be alone.
After all those emotions and fear happening in one moment last week, I realized that it's really not scary to be alone. My breakthrough was being able to part from my household and knowing that I'll still have them when I come back. Sure, I may miss good conversations and stories, but like last night, they always catch me up on what's happening. They miss me as much as I miss them, but in the end it's good for all of us. We're a tight bunch...Me, Jill, Gina, Calen, Josh, and Carrie. Carrie lives far away now though, we've been in practice to not having her around as much. I guess it's my turn. Slowly, I'm breaking out of a few routines. For instance, Josh is over here on Sundays, Mondays, and Thursdays, I've been having a hard time catching up with him. Calen lives with me and I feel like I don't see him much. I get to spend the mornings with Jill and Gina, so that's good and different. Whenever I am away from the house, Jill and I usually are in constant touch...it's that twin thing. Ha! No, but this is definitely a huge adjustment for me, when I'm petsitting that is. This week, it's kind of back to normal, with the exception of Landmark evenings and celebrations. I have until the 15th here and then it's onto another petsitting job for a couple weeks. Yep, I'll be alone but I'm really okay with that! I'm embracing my new life, my new venture, and all of my moments of being alone. Woo hoo!
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