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I'm so emotional, I feel like I'm going crazy. I have a nervous tummy, I don't know what it is, if it's lack of confidence or just me being negative. I don't want to be in this space anymore, I keep losing my power. I don't know how to flip the switch, I'm feeling pretty down. I'm feeling wrong for my emotions and for crying the tears that I have. What is this? Is this normal? Why am I feeling so shitty? What happened that is making all these emotions come up? Am I not happy? Am I not comfortable in my own skin? I don't know and I don't get it. There are days that I feel really great, there are days that I feel life couldn't be better. So why the down days? Why am I in this space?